09 December 2009

In Town / At Night


Thus suddenly the door opened and I
Took the seven steps into your lair
How many nights of vigil and despair
In one sweet moment were turned into delight

Seven steps and one furious embrace
My lion heart of body and soul demanded
To shelter you my arms and chest expanded
To stay inside you - in our love's space

27 November 2009

String Concerto


Fresh
Finely strummed
Harmonious chord
Disguised the dagger
That pierces the heart
Then the orchestra joins in

06 November 2009

A change of heart


Now wherever I turn I hear your name
My eyelids up or down, your face I see
Nothing I taste but your imagined kiss

And yet I can but only tell you this
No matter how much my heart will ache:
In choosing you it made a grave mistake

So fare thee well, and take with you the sounds
and sights and taste that I now hold so dear
So take your leave, you who my heart has crowned
Never look back, nor ever shed a tear

28 October 2009

Dives & Lazarus

Coffee no longer does the trick
Nor exotic herbal teas
Nor red bush from the Cape

What this wretch wants amounts to more
Than food scraps from your table
More than a drop of water on my tongue
More than dogs to lick the sores of my heart

But I digress

Coffee no longer does the trick
My days are a continuous dream
My nights an enfeverished vigil
My journeys on this earth are all this side of pointless

VER Haiku

Outside, the autumn rain
Inside, I press a button
and leap into the future

26 October 2009

Transformers

Un corazon anhelante
Angelica, tu transformas
Y asi mantienes constante
mi amor, en su escrita forma

Divertimento

Duele mi mano de escribir canciones
Duelen mis ojos de mirar al cielo
Duelen mis pies por aferrarse al suelo
- Este pechito pide vacaciones!

22 October 2009

At 5pm


You take your leave - my heart stops

If only for a tick or two

You pack it in and travel home

and I am left

Thinking of you


20 October 2009

Firefight

"serĂ¡n ceniza, mas tendrĂ¡ sentido"

This cruel organ my blood pumps
barely contained inside my chest -
It gives my mind no break or rest:
Sensible Thoughts my blood does trump


This heart of mine, now set on fire
Set in its ways, obstinate furnace,
Its empty warmth little can earn us -
Its glow that's fuelled by desire


And yet I feel your eyes ignite
The blood that runs within my veins -
A swollen river in the night

My flesh will yet withstand the pain
That may my mind stand and fight
Against the might of my heart's reign

02 October 2009

Piadosa diosa

Angelica, ten piedad
y el corazon no me quemes
No permitas que blasfeme
Oh diosa de oscuridad

Angelica, se piadosa
del cielo dame los bienes
que tu en tus ojos los tienes
Oh nocturna y bella diosa

No me trates como extran~o
Criatura celestial

Ven a comer de mi mano
Aunque sea de mortal

Harvest time

How much I long to hold your hand
while August clouds fly overhead
and skies ignite in gray and red
blurring the line of sea and land

How much I long to hold your hand
and be to fertile landscapes led
to go from earth to wheat to bread
under the warmth of summer's sun

Eclipse


The shadow of your beauty obscures the Sun
but I, a mere mortal, would not know:
your beauty itself projects a clear glow
and fills with light the path on which I run

24 September 2009

The garden


The things I care about are not that hard

to find: they roam around

the garden on sunny days, scattering

my thoughts - these thoughts themselves, you understand

can be seen scattered on the pages

filled with my words. I care about

the words and thoughts and those who scatter them

among the grass and flower beds, that is

around the entire garden.


10 September 2009

Llanganuco 1988


The narrow road, the oppresive valley
The stream that cuts its course through it
Wedged between boulders
in almost constant shade
Dwarfed by snow-covered peaks that touch the sky
All light from Sun or Moon reflected in them

And then, like a gem of absolute beauty
An emerald lake of icy and quiet
Waters that kiss the shores adorned
By no more than a few twisted trees
Dust from the road and boulders
Close to the waters' edge

04 September 2009

Vision

Here comes the storm with soothing thunder
The drops of rain awake my senses
Alas, they also obscure my lenses

12 August 2009

Summer haiku

The long uneven grass
A gust of wind
Ruffles my world's own feathers

29 July 2009

Limerick of the senses

I know a lady from Crewe
who likes to smell her own poo:
she can tell by the smell
whether "everything's well"
when she's eaten a curry
or two.

27 July 2009

Ode to my laptop











O sweet laptop! O sweet and lovely laptop
That sits atop my table on kitchen cooling racks
To try to compensate for your shortcomings
The fact you overheat
because you are old and work will not replace you
until the beancounters say that you've reached ROI point
That you have peaked in your usefulness to us and a new model
can be contemplated. O laptop, my love
The new model will not be as understanding of my needs
No more putting the kettle on and making coffee
While you boot up or the browser opens
No more having a sandwich while SAP loads and purchase orders
can be released into the wild like snakes raised in captivity
But with lower productivity.

O sweet laptop! So sweet and lovely you freeze up
like the Artic and one needs a pickaxe
to make you once again responsive:
If you were trully mine I would'ave given you
a memory upgrade and a reconditioned battery
But you are - alas! - just leased processing power
So I can work from home and reach homeostasis
So I can watch my kids during the summer
- the so-called work-life balance.

16 July 2009

Drought

The grass had gone all yellow. There my mother
watering can in hand tended to her roses
while we all sat outside, that hottest of all summers
in July 1990. My grandfather
held in his hands a copy of the Telegraph.

"When ever will this drought end" whinged my mother
conversationally, and added "it will kill all my flowers"

"Drought? Drought?" said Grandad
"What do you know about droughts?"

We felt a story coming, the war and all that, Monty
and the Eight Army and his years of service.
"A drought is when you find dead livestock
on the side of the road; When you open a tap
and it coughs up some dust with hissing sound"


"A drought is when you have to cut a reed
and suck water out of a shithole
in the dry river bed"

He went back to his paper. Mother summoned me and sent me
inside with the can: "Go and fetch some more water,
be a darling" she said. We were sitting outside.
It was such a hot summer.

29 June 2009

Cut through the gloom


Light up a candle in an empty room
The darkness goes, but not the gloom

05 June 2009

Brujula

Ya la rosa geometrica señala
con sus ribones nauticos la ruta:
oh hieratica y magnetica batuta
que adorna, que dirige, que apuntala!

15 May 2009

Landscape

Now the strong winds are diying down
The leaves off trees have fallen
The rivers with the rain are swollen,
waters gone murky, and almost copper-brown

08 April 2009

Dusk Haiku

The first shining star
A gust of evening wind
The clouds, so high and far

02 April 2009

Doce cascabeles...


Con sus botas de vaquero
y sus esbeltas calancas
hace resonar el suelo
al contonear de sus ancas

03 March 2009

Atmospheric haiku


The gathering storm
Tap! The barometer
awoken from its dream

09 February 2009

Vereda tropical


Sway in the wind like a palm tree
Laden with coconuts or papayas
Tough, broad brown leaves
flying like flags of nature


when the storm blows
Salt in the air gives taste
to your sharp cheekbones
Drizzle from the waves gives shine
to those eyes of yours
And I whisper, like the wind,
sweet nothings in your ear.

Feb 1975




En mi nin~ez, en largos veranos
Aspire el aire puro de mis calles
largas horas pateando la pelota
sobre el asfalto, o persiguiendonos
unos a otros en rojas
y verdes bicicletas
Tirandonos piedritas
y huyendo de perros guardianes
en barrios en construccion
y chacras aledan~as

04 February 2009

Snowman


Look, this is when we built

a little snowman:

two black buttons

for eyes, carrot, pipe

red plastic sheet for scarf

red silly felt hat


It was such a cold winter

the one of 2009

we couldn't but come and play

not knowing if it would happen

again, anytime soon


The snow melted

but not the memories

smuggled then as pieces of future

in four-megapixel pictures


20 January 2009

EMPOWERMENT


The sun shines mockingly outside my front door
Slippery ice covers the pavement
- the walk to school just got more interesting


Musn't forget to ring pest control services
Report that garden rat
I know it's only one but my neighbour too has seen it

At work the powers that be await to quiz me
None too happy with my results
But we don't call them that, we call them 'outcomes'
And I tread on the ice as if walking on egg shells
Telling my children 'be careful! Don't run off lest you should fall!'
That'll really make us late
and earn us a chat with the head teacher
and our name on the register,
please sign here and here

Then I think of the rat lurking deep in my garden


16 January 2009

Job application


In a matter of minutes a form is completed
Add a few characters, like in a soup of letters
So much I have learned or I mime from my betters
But all I have is this form that I fill in, embittered

15 January 2009

To a toilet seat


O toilet seat, I took no notice
while you strained under my weight
and my whole family's, day in, day out
Sunrise to sunset and later still

O toilet seat, now you have broken
and in your fancy design your little revenge
unfolds in a miriad of fruitless visits and phone calls
to high street retailers and trade establishments
who cannot help me find a replacement
to do your dirty work and bear the mass
of two adults and three children
day in, day out, sunrise to sunset and into the wee hour
up and down and up again
until your fancy cushioned hinges give up the ghost
and I get on the phone or the car to resolve
this agonising problem I hadn't seen coming
when I went to B&Q on another cold morning
and a fancy bathroom suite I scooped in the sales.

29 November 2008

Paracas, the Cathedral

Paracas, the Cathedral, a rock formation
Stood like a monument on the beach
One day the earthquake came
Nobody was expecting it

Paracas, the Cathedral, an arch of rock over the sea
Then nobody had much sleep to lose
Or any need for innefective icons.

26 September 2008

Yellowing leaves

Yellowing leaves
Post piled up and unopened
Someone has gone on holiday

04 September 2008

What I must never do is blink

What I must never do is blink
when I am writing - it wastes ink
No more stopping twice to think
What I must do more oft is link
my brain and heart before they sink

What I must never do is yawn
when I am writing on the lawn
having been there since before dawn
wanting to be completetely alone
ending up tired and forlorn

What I must never do is grin
when I am writing - drink some gin!
Let all the ideas my head spin
that's the only way a boy can win
and, like a snake, shed his skin




18 August 2008

Morality tale


An invisible stain now adorns my white ceiling
The ceiling I painted white, for I gave it three coats
It was a fiddly job, what with wallpaper patterns
You must use a small brush and up and down a walkway
made up of two planks resting on two stools
work your way, up and down on thick planks
with your brush in your hand, it is neckbreaking work,
inch by inch covering the ceiling paper in white satin.

Then one day a little accident at the dinner table
red wine spilled all over, in all directions scattered
a lone drop even reaches your ceiling, you spounge it off with water
a lone drop of red wine, you rub it off and then you think it's gone
a lone drop of red wine, you never again mention it to anyone

but you know it is there, when your eyeballs meander
to the patterned wall paper which since covers your ceiling
but you know it is there, where you wiped it with water.

Now your wife, on she talks about the holiday arrangements
Now your child asks again if he can have some more gravy
Now you awake from your dream at the family table.

07 July 2008

Rosita

Las flores que he cogido en tu jardin
las he hecho un 'bouquet' para mi amor
mi amor paso la noche en un bulin
y ya no puedo mas con el olor

de chelas y de puchos y de orin
que se combinan en tremendo hedor
con sutiles trazos de aserrin
y todo exacerbado en el calor

eso fue ayer - ahora mi amor duerme
a pierna suelta ronca si pudor
y espera, al levantarse, un 'feliz dia'

pero mientras el yace, ebrio e inerme
yo en la cocina este bouquet preparo
y una breve nota de despedida.

20 June 2008

Day in progress haiku

The office plant pot
A building casts its shadow
Light of a day in progress

14 May 2008

A haiku out of Penrith


Single lane country road
the hissing of old wheels
one more dead little rabbit

24 April 2008

En el dia de San Jorge...

Que suenen las campanas en la plaza
en homenaje a nuestro patron santo
y que me den del sueldo un adelanto
para irme de 'weekend' con una flaca...

19 March 2008

Seis ovejas







May sheep safely graze…

Seis ovejas descansan en el medio
De un campo verde rodeado de tractores
Es un campo de pasto en que, sin flores,
Las ovejas se sumerjen en el tedio
De una manana gris de mudo invierno
Que veo desde mi veloz ventana
En un tren que va con rumbo a Londres.
Seis ovejas en invierno comen pasto
Yo desde un tren brevemente las veo
Y envidio su existencia sin deseos.

03 March 2008

Dejame, alma, intentarlo de nuevo

Dejame, alma, intentarlo de nuevo
y llenar de palabras el pequeno cuaderno
que importa si el poema me resulta hasta el cuerno
que importa si los versos me salen hasta el huevo

Dejame, corazon, que desista de ruegos:
Este es de las palabras el maldito y eterno
combate en que las fuerzas negras del averno
buscan que amilanarme con pestilente fuego

Dejame, cuerpo, intentar todavia
liberar mis pasiones con palabras hiladas
en libretas de notas que van siempre conmigo

Otra vez mi exaltada cancion, alma mia,
Probare a liberar de su celda de mente
en libretas de notas que me brindan su abrigo.

04 February 2008

Pais de leche y miel...

Recientemente hemos comprado un sofa nuevo, por deterioro del anterior. Lo que no les conte es el rollazo de deshacernos del sofa anterior. Como lo que ocurre con los automoviles viejos, esta es una ocasion para que las diferencias entre el 1er mundo y el 3ro se pongan en evidencia.

La opcion obvia hubiera sido pagar un adicional para que los que me trajeron el sofa nuevo se llevaran el viejo. Hubiera costado unos 80 dolares, pero como el municipio aqui ofrece hasta dos recojos al an~o para objectos grandes (electrodomesticos, muebles), optamos por acogernos a eso. El incoveniente es que lo hacen en dia fijo, cuando hay cupo. Ademas, el recojo lo hacen de la puerta para afuera - o sea, habia que sacar el sofa a la calle en la manana del dia "D".

Asi, estuvimos semana y media con el sofa viejo entre la sala y el comedor - comodo, pero ocupando espacio. El dia esperado, sacamos el sofa a la calle... y nada! Cheryl se habia equivocado de dia - los basureros pasaron pero se fueron con las manos vacias. Re-programar el recojo nos daba dos semanas mas de espera. Asi que no me quedo mas remedio que... tomar mis herramientas y descuajeringar, despedazar y destrozar el pobre sofa, cuya unica macula y pecado fue que la tela se habia gastado y roto - el armatoste, la estructura, estaba intacta. Hacerlo re-cubrir nos hubiera costado 65% del costo del sofa nuevo (pero en tela, no cuero - o sea, un falso ahorro).

Debo confesar que me senti culpable, serruchando y cortando el sofa para poder acomodarlo en la camioneta - tratamos, les aseguro, de encontrar una organizacion caritativa, que las hay, al estilo de los traperos de Emaus tan queridos de mi mama, para que se llevara el sofa. Pero la respuesta fue siempre la misma: si esta roto o raido, no les interesa. Aun para la caridad, en este pais hay estandares que cubrir! Si fuera ropa o cosas mas ligeras (celulares, computadoras) se podrian enviar al 3er mundo. Pero no sofas.

28 December 2007

In the total darkness, a little light goes a long way


It was Easter 1986. I was supposed to go with a party of Scouts on a walking weekend in the Canta area, in the Andes just East of Lima (Peru). I was one of the six adults in the party of around 18. A change in my exams timetable meant I could not leave with the group in the morning coach to Canta. My namesake JC was in a similar situation, so we arranged to meet up and take a 4pm coach instead - it should put is in Canta by 6pm, just at dusk, and we should then be able to make the 3mile walk from Canta - at the top of the valley - to Obrajillo, the village by the river near which we'd be camping for the first night. Sergio, the leader, had prepared a map with the camping spot marked in it. Easy.


Of course, it didn't work out as planned. The coach took four hours to reach Canta - it got there at 8pm. It was a moonless night, and fog had covered the entire valley. My mate and I walked the four streets that made up the town of Canta and took the road to Obrajillo - apparently the only people to do such thing that night. We had no torch with us and could not see beyond our noses. At some point we heard water running - a small stream of water that run across the winding road, but since it had been raining the day before, we suspected it might have grown wider. When we got close enough we kneeled down to touch the water, then tried to guess the width of the stream, hoped there'd be no obstacles on the other side, and jumped. Good news: we got across unharmed. Bad: we fell short, and ended up wet to the ankles.

When we finally got to Obrajillo the fog had lifted. Only the village square had street lights. We followed the map, took the path out of the village towards the mountains and after a mile or so reached the end - the cobblestoned way marked by half-height stone walls on boths sides became just a winding path going up to the foothills of the mountain. There we hesitated. According to the map our group should be right there, but in the dead silence of the night (in the Andes people rise early and retire early - at 9.30pm there wasn't a soul in sight) we couldn't hear a thing or see any lights. We panicked. We called, shouted, blew our whistles - no response. We assumed we had misread the map - perhaps the campsite was on the opposite side of the river. We walked back through the village, through the cemetery end (how is that for atmospheric?), over a footbridge and down the path on the opposite bank.

From there, we saw it: a light was shining on the other site, very near where we had just been. It was a flickering light inside a tent - in the pitch dark it seemed so near! We rushed to it - it took us a good 30' to get there. To our huge disappointment, the light belonged to a parafin lamp lit by some peasants guarding their field from a makeshift shelter.

Beaten, we strolled into the village. We found one shop open, a frail woman and a single candle on the counter. We begged her to let us stay the night but she refused. She helpfully suggested we tried Don Melchor's - he was known to rent rooms to travellers. His was the house right next to the church on the village square. We went there and gently tapped on the door. Nothing. We tried again, this time whispering 'Don Melchor, Don Melchor'. Nothing. An old man sitting on the steps of the church, cigarette in hand, looked on. Panic once more seized us - we frantically started beating the door with our walking sticks and shouting 'Don Melchor!, Don Melchor!'.

The old man from the Church stood up and came towards us. Then he said calmly 'Yes, young men? I am Don Melchor'. How we spent the night at his place, how we found our comrades the following morning and how the whole expedition came to a successful end, will be the matter of another note.

01 December 2007

A train journey

I do the Manchester – London train trip, on average, twice a month. It hardly feels like ‘London’ – it is more like a long local commute – especially if I have plenty to do during the journey. Then I get immersed in my stuff and suddenly we are there. Arriving into London is like joining a cattle stampede – a rush out of the train, into the station and down the escalators to the Tube, then more – and more frantic – rushing down more escalators. I emerge out of a side-exit of the Charing Cross Tube station – but right on Trafalgar Square, just round the corner from the office, to which I always dash, hardly ever stopping to appreciate my surroundings and the fact that I am in the heart of one of the world’s greatest cities.

Sometimes, when the weather is nice and I have a bit of time to spare, I do walk from Euston to Trafalgar Sq. I don’t follow a carefully mapped out route – I roughly know which direction to take, and sometimes I take little detours that, in the square-and-grid pattern my South American mind still expects in any large city, I hope will take me roughly to my destination – only that in England they don’t. Sometimes I end up on the Strand and the BBC’s Bush House, sometimes I err towards Regent Street and Piccadilly Circus. Today I walked through the thick of Soho and its cafes, bars, cinemas and ‘bookshops’. Sometimes I say to myself that, one day, I’ll build enough time so that I can stop by one of these cafes run by Turks, Lebanese, Cypriots and what have you. But part of me knows that, in London, the price alone will be enough to disappoint you – not to mention the indifferent service provided by underpaid Polish or Czech girls that look like they should be called Olga or Alena.

Walking back from Euston at the end of the working day is a even rarer treat – why, most of the time I’m late or feel that I should be getting home after indulging in some unscheduled networking in Head Office (‘good for my career’ I assure my wife). London is even more frantic at dusk than it is in the morning – people aren’t just in a hurry, they look really desperate, perhaps overwhelmed by the pressures a long commute puts on them and their families; perhaps wary of what the evening ahead has in store for them. There are of course pockets of contentment – the young and care free, the affluent, the tourist, students who by the most part seem not too have too terrible a time or to live quite as far as the average working Sussex-based commuter.

When, like today, I take the tram back to Euston, I’m always grateful for the tip a Head Office colleague passed on to me years ago: don’t do the obvious and take the Northern Line straight to Euston. On paper it seems to make sense, but it involves a lot more walking, deeper into Charing Cross, then more escalators at Euston. From Trafalgar, at the Admiralty Arch end, take the subway straight down and go for the Jubilee line. Then count two stops – alight at Oxford Circus. Cross to the adjacent platform and - voila! – you can take the Victoria line to Euston, only two stops away. When it works, it works a treat – especially when you strike ‘synchronicity’ and the change happens seamlessly. There are unlucky days, of course – once I got on the Jubilee line only to find Oxford Circus had been closed due to a security scare, and had no option but to go the long way round – and miss my train in the process.

Once on the concourse in Euston, I follow a sort of ritual – unless time is up, I always go to a shop called ‘Journey’s Friend’ and buy myself an ice cream, then go wait until they announce the platform for the Manchester train. I should find out why, when they seem able to announce all other platforms for all other trains well in advance, the Manchester one is withheld until the very last minute. I’ve concluded that it is because someone in Euston does not like Mancunians, and gets some sort of perverse pleasure out of seeing a whole bunch of us standing on the concourse, then running off the minute the platform is announced, blatantly vying for the best possible seat – the table seat, aisle so that one can hog the whole table and have room for stretching one’s legs; or window, so as to have access to the power point and ensure that one can spread the old laptop without worrying that the battery will run out. It doesn’t matter if you haven’t really got any urgent work to do – it looks good and one can always use the time writing witty little articles about train journeys.

Dos peruanos

Ayer en la estacion conoci a dos peruanos
Tomaba mi café y escuche el viejo acento
Y por unos segundos, retrocedi en el tiempo
A las calles de Lima en los largos veranos

Ayer en la estacion dos peruanos hablaban
Y tomaban café en la mesa de al lado

12 November 2007

The Brave One

I sat alone in the Forbidden Cinema
Among the chairs, all upholstered red
and watched the trailers with mighty content
a night in town before going to bed

I sat alone and when the movie started
I prayed to God he would spare me the worst
and watched the characters as they damaged each other
and heard their laughter which was offered in jest

I sat alone in the deserted theatre
which showed a movie which was coated in pain
then I walked out to the comfort of strangers
and sought the shelter that was brought by the rain

15 October 2007

Through cloud and sunshine

Look at you, through morning fog and mist
Look at you, emerging from a cloud
Reflective vest, red warning lights and proud
Lycra-clad goddess who makes morning mist lift

14 August 2007

Waterfall

What end could be most beautiful
for the mountain stream
and its meandering course

Through the barren landscape
under a grey sky
suddenly the view of the valley
all doubt removed about its destiny

08 August 2007

Por visitar mi chifa favorito

Por visitar mi chifa favorito
me subi a una combi en la Arequipa:
zarandeo procaz, que bien me equipa
para apreciar de un buen chaufa el saborcito.

15 June 2007

Divertimento duelistico

Angelica, tu me cortas
con molinetes de maga
y de tajos con tu daga
cercenas mi arteria aorta!

21 April 2007

The cat my neighbour keeps


The cat my neighbour keeps now is my friend

No more will I scare him off my garden

For I have seen the fleeting mouse scurry around

And I have made my peace with my former foe.


22 March 2007

Regreso de la montana espaciana


Regreso de la voz, del edificio
Regreso de la voz, de la manera
Que supo dar a luz por vez primera
Que supo ser cabal desde el inicio

Regreso de los fuegos de artificio
Regreso del rugir de oscura fiera
Asi la vida nos viene desde fuera
Asi la muerte ejerce fiel su oficio

Oh espiritu poetico que cura
Oh espiritu tanatico que duele
Oh espiritu que en suenos ya perdura

Verso volcanico en medio de la nieve
Verso que llora, sangra y suda
Verso del combatiente cuando muere

16 March 2007

Morning in May

Morning in May: what a delight!
The grass is green, the sun is bright
and as the train speeds past the canal
this sight is good for my morale.

Just then I see a smoke column rise
and the blue sky in two slice
power station, standing tall
it makes me feel so very small

12 March 2007

Arrival into London Euston

The playground, bare
The old park lane
The biking postie
The bowling green and its small pavillion
The cranes supporting tall structures
Amidst the rows of terraced houses
- A brand new stadium in the background
The grey, red blue tube train carriages
Heading for their first tunnel of the day
The playground, bare
The church spire
The train, reluctantly slows down
The signs that greet the Northern visitor
- A spray-paint job, proclaiming "hello, shitbag"
Grey pigeons on the grey platform
Forever under cover
The rush of people into the concourse and down the escalators
Scrambling for change or for an Oyster card or for the shortest queue
The silent journey into a packed underground
The bustling square with its enormous lions
And large numbers of pigeons

12 December 2006

Office romance


(Try reading with a "Billy Connolly" accent)

What have I got to do
to get closer to you?
I've tried making you a brew
and loitering outside the loo...

29 November 2006

Parque


Cielo azul, nubes blancas, verde ladera
Todo lo veo desde este cuerpo, desde estos ojos
Con esta espalda que se recuesta
sobre una banca de ocre madera

10 October 2006

Et lux in tenebris lucet

Y la luz ilumino las tinieblas
La luz del amor, desnuda como una lampara
Colgada del techo en el cuarto donde hacen los interrogatorios
En peliculas de espias o detectives en las que actua Humphrey Bogart

Y la luz ilumino las tinieblas
La luz del amor, como el tren que penetra el tunel
Silbando a cien por hora, creando un vacio a su paso
Una presion que hiere los oidos. La urgencia del viajero solitario.

Y la luz ilumino las tinieblas
La luz del amor, como velita en pastel de cumpleanos
Cuando cumpliste seis y el mundo era cosa de tres kilometros
La distancia del amigo mas lejano – y habia que ir en auto a recogerte

06 October 2006

Autumn days


In autumn days the sky forever grey
The garden fence, brown or almost red with new panels-
A summer's endeavour, like the few remaining berries
Hanging from our neighbour's bushes
Uncollected, uneaten, gathering dropplets of persistent drizzle
Waiting to whither fully and be washed out
With the first strong rains of October
Praying perhaps to be gone for good before the short dark days
Should find them, left behind and forgotten

28 July 2006

Haiku


The luscious foliage
Flocks of birds
Dreams of the trees in winter

21 July 2006

Arte poetica

Musa que gimes desesperada
con el furor de la tierra arada
en la que siembro ya mi semilla -
agricultura de maravilla

Musa que gimes con alegria
sobre el trigal al final del dia
en ti celebro feliz jornada -
agricultura sobre mi amada

16 June 2006

Be kind


Be kind to every creature
and hurt no living thing:
Pick up the lovely beetle
and chuck it in the bin!

17 March 2006

At the end of the day


At the end of the day
Somewhere along the way
We had to push the envelope
Pull out the hymn sheet
And sing out of the box
All together now, once more
Dear friends once more
We few, we lucky, phew!
Who drank the mountain dew
Under a sky so blue
All the trees made invisible
In the proverbial forest

We are all on a journey
At the end of the day
Sailing around the bay
Hoping to think or swim
And to do so on a whim
To feast on bread and butter
After the horse has bolted
And I again have been sorted

You have neither heart nor mind
I'm not one-eyed, you are not blind
You are not cruel and I am not kind
Your words speak to me but not of love
They do reveal to me your treasure trove
Your voice is always coming from above

10 February 2006

Haiku - winter morning

Old hotel roof
Dawn rushes in
Crest of a wave of fire

09 November 2005

Haiku


No spark, nor tinder
Only the warmth of fire
is remembered

24 August 2005

A road is built

A road is built
by cleverly conceiving certain journeys
the rest is just measuring obstacles
flatenning the weaker ones and
working above, around or underneath the rest

but roads are neither trips nor destinations
and if you feel a new road will bring us closer together
you'd be partly mistaken

A road is built
by craftily harnessing hope and distance
and weaving them together on the landscape

The rest is up to us.

12 August 2005

Disparate romantico

Come share with me the open road
and be my love, while love will last
and under heavens overcast
pedal our bicycles abroad

Come sail with me in the same boat
and, tied together to the mast,
head for the storm and leave the past
in some remote part of the coast

Come for a walk up the green hill
the rainiest weekend of October
to enjoy with me fog, hail or thunder

The two of us won't sit still
if you will let me be your lover
till death -or fate- put us asunder

04 August 2005

Blank page

The four restrictive corners of the page:
A field to be ploughed
A sea to cast your net in
A desert to journey across
And to get lost, discover or explore,
Colonise, inhabit, cultivate,
Runsack, loot, take by storm
A clean bed, empty but waiting
for weary sleepers or contorted lovers
The ultimate frontier, the last space

22 July 2005

After a night in town, with Jack Daniels


On nights like this Death cannot come too soon
as I lay awake, on my bed, in my room

and hours fall on me like drops of rain from a leaking ceiling
they quickly form a pond, around me first,
eventualy inside me, a deep well of bitter water

When I wake up, the neighbours' grand oak tree has been blown off its roots
Taking with it half the garden fence, some of the roof
and the new concrete garage - now reduced to rubble

Atop my own roof my grandfather's weathervane
spins wildly and triumphant
having conjured up a storm

How much my life has changed since I met you

20 July 2005

Corte una rosa


Corte una rosa - la que mas queria
la de mas color, la que mas brillaba
corte la rosa que mas me importaba
y fue porque la sabia ya perdida

Corte la rosa que perdia la vida
y la entregue a la mujer que amaba
senti en mis manos que suave temblaba
mi roja rosa de mi se despedia

Hoy mi jardin brilla bajo la luna
mientras mi amada a mi lado yace
y yo despierto recuerdo a mi rosa

Cuando al fin duermo, mi buena fortuna
me regala otra, que en el jardin nace:
una nueva vida aun mas hermosa.

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I cut a rose, the one I loved the most
The one most colourful and bright
I cut the rose that to me most mattered
and it was because I knew it to be already lost

I cut the rose that was losing its life
and gave it to the woman I loved
I felt it tremble in my hands
My red rose saying farewell to me

Now my garden shines under the moon
while my beloved lies by my side
and I, awake, remember my rose

When at last I sleep, my good fortune
gifts me with another one, born in the garden:
a new life, yet all the more beautiful.

14 July 2005

Romantica cantata - 20 anhos despues

Mi coraza es mi corazon
que es al mismo tiempo
mi casa
mi ventana
mi puerta
y mi cancion

(e.1985)

My armour is my heart
which is at the same time
my house
my window
my door
and my song

(w. 1985)

18 June 2005

My lady sleeps - draft 1, utterly OTT

My lady sleeps with dreams of summer crops
beneath the old apple tree, now barren.
I listen to her breathing, her heartbeat I imagine
like the sound old trains made on victorian railroads

My lady shines with crown of purest gold
and to the light reflected by her pearls
She adds the magic beam of her blue stars
and the breathtaking silver of her soul

My lady in her sleep is without tears
Her dreams sustain her through the valley of sorrow
I listen to her breathing dissipating her fears

and I guard her sleep - none was ever most dear
for I know this to be but a moment I've borrowed
and the end of these dreams can be nothing but near.

Divertimentos de botadura

Resbala el blanco velero
resbala hacia el verde mar.
El viento lo ha de llevar
muy lejos del astillero.

Oh blanco ejemplo de esmero
hecho para navegar:
no lo habra de doblegar
el tifon mas duro y fiero.
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The white sailing boat slides
slides towards the green sea.
The wind is to take it away
far away from the shipyard.

O white example of care
made to sail the high seas:
It shall not be deterred
by harsh or fierce typhoon.

16 June 2005

Naturaleza muerta

A bird lies dead outside my patio doors
there is no sign of struggle: did he suffer?
An old woman - my neighbour - tends to her budding flowers
with a watering can and a small garden trowel

It is the height of May; I'm having breakfast
The children are awake and watching television
The sun shines from the East. A tabby cat
reaches the top of the fence and with mighty hind legs
propels itself into my garden quietly
and takes away the bird's carcass. I can hear no sound
but that of the television as my children await their breakfast
way, way high in the food chain

The lock keeper

The unkempt and grim abode of the lock keeper
The colourful but dreary canal boats
The men in grey & shabby overcoats
The rush of water in the lock, making it deeper

and fifty years on, the tourist tea shop
families of fours out during Fathers' day
carrying a pot of tea and cream scones in a tray
the canal not a way, just a suitable stop

Castillos en la arena

Mis castillos en la arena
mi corazon en el aire:
abreme los ojos, madre!
que me muero de la pena

Latiendo en mi pecho sueña
y este sueño entra en mi sangre:
Deja que en sueños te guarde!
Que de mi sangre eres dueña

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My castles made in the sand
and my heart up in the air:
Open now my eyes, mother!
for I am dying of grief

Beating in my chest it dreams
and its dream enters my blood:
Let me in dreams guard over you!
for you of my blood are the owner

2 Divertimentos climaticos

Ay, ciegame, luz del cielo
porque al ver tanta belleza
la mas oscura tristeza
cubre mi alma con su velo

Corazon, levanta el vuelo
y con valor y fiereza
asalta la fortaleza
de mis penas y desvelos

13 June 2005

Vista desde el Bridgewater Hall

Fuente de agua de dia,
de noche espejo de mi alma!
Regalame de tu calma
igual que de tu alegria.
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Fountain of water by day,
By night, mirror of my soul!
Give me the gift of your calm
just as that one of your joy.

09 June 2005

Romanzoneto de la torre invencible

Nunca he de rendir la torre
de mi asediado castillo:
he puesto en cada ladrillo
Ideales y fervores

Ergo, Angelica, no llores
cuando el odiado enemigo
haya acabado conmigo
y tomado mis colores

Cuanto eso ocurra, se buena
y ven a visitar mi tumba
entre la mar y la arena!

Oh diosa amada y terrena
sobre mis hijos alumbra
y sobre mis huesos truena!

Divertimento enthomologic

With genuine sense of adventure
and a little bit of sorrow
I wait for the coming morrow
to receive my new dentures

08 June 2005

The descent

With simple words I try to build a picture to remember
The river of your laughter under a sky of fire
And two gleaming stars, as deep darkness veils
My sense to all that is real and my journey
Into your unfathomable abyss hereby commences

07 June 2005

Dusk in June

Light of the sun
Light of the sun upon our faces
Fly away, fast and skimming the waters
Shine over my love's garden flowers
And blessed be the morning

Silvery moon
Silvery moon behind a cloud so lonely
You bid your time, proud and with severe face
Watch over my love's garden flowers
And blessed be the evening

Haiku

The old olive tree
Snap! Branch hits the ground
dead with the weight of years.

Divertimento de estio

Tome una flor: el sol quemaba
en un domingo de febrero.
Puse la flor en tu sombrero
mientras alegre te besaba.

31 May 2005

Divertimento profano

Tus ojos, como dos grandes ventanas
de una iglesia romanica, me miran
y las cosas mundanas se me olvidan
pues las cosas del cielo estan cercanas

20 May 2005

Disparate anatomico

Hacer de tripas corazon
y del corazon, higado
y del higado rinones
y de los rinones, vejiga
y de la vejiga, pulmones.

De los pulmones, cancion
y de la cancion, vida
y de la vida, cancion

y de la cancion, pulmones
de los pulmones, vejiga
de la vejiga, rinones
y de los rinones, higado
del higado, corazon
y del corazon, las tripas
y de todo esto, yo.

18 May 2005

Vals de la cruel ciruela

Al borde veraniego
de la vereda
he sembrado una planta
de cruel ciruela.

He de darle el abrazo
de parda tierra
He de darle el refresco
del agua buena

Cuando venga el otro an~o
y acabe la espera
Comeremos el fruto
de la cruel ciruela.

16 May 2005

Divertimento sicaliptico

Angelica, tu revelas
que amor es mas que canciones:
Sacate ya los calzones
y ponlos entre mis muelas!

09 May 2005

Mi barca

Mariposa hecha de vela
Maritima primavera
Golondrina de madera
Que sobre las olas vuela
Con su cancion en mis labios
Circunnavego la tierra.
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My boat
Butterfly made of sail
Maritime spring
Seagull made of wood
that flies over the waves
With its song in my lips
I sail around the Earth.

03 May 2005

Sunshine and showers

The sky is blue, the morning bright
because it rained all bloody night

and every drop of that cold rain
has lodged itself into my brain

The fluffy sheep dot the green field -
When summer comes their wool they'll yield

When autumn comes I'll buy a jumper
but now it's May: I need a hamper

to have a picnic with the ghost
of one I thought forever lost

And sheep and grass and blue sky
will tell me I must forever try

To strike some sort of conversation
with this lost ghost / this small nation.

27 April 2005

It didn't come with the morning post

It didn't come with the morning post:
the parcel of your love is lost.
I sat and ate my slice of toast:
as lover I'm more relaxed than most.

04 March 2005

The Vldava

O Eva, Eva, songs will be sung about you
As you emerge through clouds of steam
To pour me a capuccino
And for a moment
You see in me
The Vldava
The rowing boats
In sunny May
The german tourists
Sipping beer
The slow and crowded
Urban train
Taking you home
From work or
College from
Home or
Work from
College
And so on
Like an old broken record
Until your dreams stopped it
And you emerged triumphant from a cloud of steam
To serve me a coffee at a railway station
While snow fell outside
Far, far from the Vldava

13 February 2005

KM

I think I know so many things
But when I come to write them down

I cannot cover half the ground
before I run out of steam

Proverb

The hardest thing regarding coaching:
to turn game-keeping into poaching

Divertimento retornello

Angelica, largo tiempo
trate de olvidar tu boca -
mas no es tan fuerte la roca
como el mar, el sol y el viento.

Haiku

The golden chandelier
Click! the light switch
morning is near

Change management limerick



I met a man who coped with change
by careful planning of revenge:
He would dream of his master
his head covered in plaster
after crashing - head first - with a wrench

07 January 2005

Polvo en los espejos

El polvo acumulado en los espejos
es imposible verlo muy de lejos

Solo cuando mis ojos
ya cansados y viejos
se escudan en modernos bifocales

Alcanzo a ver las senhales
que dejan los inmortales
nombres que pululan estas paginas.

17 December 2004

Divertimento navegado

Dos linternas que brillan en la bruma
blancas velas henchidas en el viento
el peso de tu casco en mi mar siento
y tus ojos en la punta de mi pluma.

Divertimentos navidenos

Vaca, oveja, gallina, gris piajeno
se acurrucan al costado de una cuna:
se diria que conocen su fortuna
al brindar su calor al Nazareno

El angel del Senor, con su trompeta
anuncia el nacimiento: los pastores
han dejado junto al fuego sus temores
y han bajado a Belen con sus ovejas

La luz que hoy ilumina las tinieblas
nacio de una mujer en una gruta
en Belen de Judea: santa fruta -
su pequena semilla el cielo puebla


08 December 2004

Mas divertimentos huachafos

Dame, Angelica, una noche
y que la luz de la luna
abrillante mi fortuna
de amor para hacer derroche

Dame, Angelica, una noche
a orillas de tu laguna
tu voz con mi voz auna
mientras nos vamos en coche